Ive lived my life as a decent human being for the past several years. I cant speak well for the years before that but ive been a good dad, a loving boyfriend, a hard worker... It bothers me when past demons come back to life. Not even to that extent. I cut a lot of people out of my life. For good reasons. That was years ago and I never expected or wanted to hear from them again.... I got a message from someone recently and it made me cringe. It wasnt event the message. It was just remembering the past.